whats up lately!

theres this girl always around during my lunch time chating with me making my food taste bad and also sometimes around at night wishing me n keeping me company when i sleep late. Sarah is her name n she stays kinda far but yet she seems so close when we r chating. well sadly i'm not interested in a relationship but i think it will b cool if any guys out there that is interested mayb leave a comment at my cbox and we might beable to work something out kekekeke! so yah i'm going to post her pic get ready ur paper begs!

btw today i when to work for my dad at this new school kuancheng2 primary. the place is very nice but the way to get there is madness! the road so small and to go all the way there then make a U turn is almost like 2 mouse running in to the same hole. the cats n dogs lining up to pick up their kids was fustrating! the line go all the way back as long as the eye can see. the space for cars to move is so hard some had to b force reversing all the way back out! under the hot sun... many parents parks very far then walked atleast a thousand steps the get their kids n helping their kids to carry their begs the parents willingly walk another thousand steps back to the car n jam all the way out. school ended at 1.30pm but for the to get out it told 3hours! thats 4.30pm to clear the school! my goodness .... i was acctually cursing in my heart when i was in my dads ven. they spend around 30milion to build the school but could spend abit more to make a wider road. the reason i was cursing.... its becoz i was touched by every parent there.. the things they do for thier kids is seriously amazing, u would understand if ur there with me...... jus remarkable

the things i hoped i had and the stuff i wished i did...

Thinking back alot of stuff can't help but regret the things i didn't hav the guts to do example accepting a hug from any female life form other then my mom, buying the eel in my room, making more friends not scarring them,not b a big bully, do not stop my guitar lesson, learn drum, dun buy pokemon cards, cry at the rite time not the wrong time, step up n say no more often, write down n remember everyones birthday n every other special day, train my dog to honour the newpaper, get a king size bed, do not make presents that i will regret giving away, geting my license last last year, not waste money on games, master the kongfu of shaving, confessing to the girl i likes for a long time, trusting ppl without a reason, not confessing to the wrong girl, buy chokichoki instead of mamee, being good at 1 thing at a time, bathe my god?, learn to write with my rite hand, burning the TV, kick the dog that attacked my dog when my dog attacked it =P, being there for my friends so that they do not change into someone else, stop hiding my money all around n forgeting it, learnning how to cook super nice food!, not being too nice to others such that they take me for granted, not slacking b4 exam, forgive n forget the ugly past, build a garden beside my house, geting a black dog, dying my hair dark purple n dark blue with gliter, grow a horn for the sick of knowing how it feels haha, to feel close to someone, do not take in outside animals like kittens etc etc, watch all the nice movies that i missed :(, NOT work in kumon!, find a deeper reason to live........ hmmm so manythings.. can't name them all but one thing i never regret... is when i make a joke n i see ppl laugh that is my moment that i'm glad i'm there. i wanna light up ur day ^^

New year~

oh my goodness i'm 19 this year goin gto b 20 soon its a 2digit number with the first number more then 1, not long from now i'll b 80 O.O" OH DEAR GOD!

then again if i could live up to 80 that would b nice... to hav 80 birthdays, 80 christmas, 80 new years, 80 chinese new years, etc etc... hope i'm that lucky ^^" let see, for once i'm out of jokes maybe its coz my mind is mature now..... Nah~ craziness is becoming my middle name, guess the wacky mind still functioning jus hav to put those tots in to words.

i don't mind being a fool sometimes as long as i could light up your world. but off and on u might see the bitter side of me dun be supprice i could bite if i wan to! yes yes Sky isn't all sugar, chocolate and honey his also full of papaya and soya-source(watever that means) dun ever expect ppl to b wat u pic them! yawn nth better to type~ guy can't really write much on blogs like girls can ~.~' some times i envy them...

well ITS A NEW YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR! hopefully the chickens can fly alittle higher this year ^^ but not fly away if not no more KFC this year =P