last resort

alot of ppl who couldn't decide on something might say "lets jus let fate decide" like me i'm a big big fan of fate but even so i jus can't sit n wait anymore. sometimes the greatest thing is right in front of u yet u choose not to see it becoz of uncertainty n doult. sometimes the greatest things in front of isnt that great after all. sometimes the worst thing in life is the unstopable time and yet good times is greatest to you. sometimes by leting go u get to take more.

i duno if my actions will bring me fortune or sadness. but it sure feels good not leting fate do all the work onces in a while =) i'm sry for all the wrongs i did in the past but my decisions are final. (i'm done waiting)

Birthday =D

hahaha its kinda late that i post this now, anyways tell u guys about my bday! first i got alot of smss wishing me more then last year coz i kept the 1 last year lol haha then dad wished me, but mom forgot! nvm coz she said sorry n got me a laptop muwahahhaa! i also had a blast with my friends this r the pics that i hav with some of my friends celebrating my bday for me, thank you~! look down


this is me, mayjean,wueiging,liping,weijun in my house celebrating for me they buy lots of different cakes n we try them all. also got a present n i bet the present was weijuns idea thank you


next is me n my primary school friends! amazing we r still close n they took me to midvelly to celebrate a few days b4 they took me out we also wen up a hill at night n had a great time screaming all kinda stuff. thanks wei~


this is my sister n her bf she came back from singapore that week end i like to tink that it was for me =D truth is i'm not sure however she spended most of her time with me also saturday with me n my mom at korea BBQ


sunday with me n my dad at a place called the SHIP which inside looks like a inside of the ship n the ppl there r in sailor uniforms kekekkee


this is my this year laptop present from mom and down is a present from dad few years ago i connect them n puff my room has a mini theater~!


this is a interesting t-shirt sister gave me for my bday its a sight for sore eyes!


and this is my god sister's present for me it looks like a bread smells like a bread but its not a bread its a hand rest! haha thanks


i also hav all kinds of event going on for this month like going to singapore sentosa n all that, friends r something magical to hav i hope everything will value their friends as much as i value mine =)





yah all and all i had a great great month of celebration thank every1! n all tat celebrated with me n wished me which i didn't mention in this post thank you all!!!

dam bored~ Lets talk about girls O.O" wats love?

I would prefer no ladies would read this hahaha~

what is a girl to me, a girl is a guy that is not a guy but a girl, in other words both humans both could act the same jus biologicaly different~ its crazy that the fact guys and girls are to be made a pair, coz tat fact lead guys to do really interesting things. if your a guy u know how it feels to go crazy over a girl rite? but if according to my theory above it would mean that we go for girls jus for their biological differents O.O otherwise we would b going after guys as well =P

CHILL!! althou guys n girls can hav the same personalities or characteristics but in truth majority speaking they are different~! so much for my first statement(i added this so i dun scare myself) i would say girls are more caring acctually, guys are more compatitive. and also i feel that girls can always easily be sweet, how to say ar like imagin ur sad n a girl comes n give u a warm hug, now imagin ur sad a guys gives u a warm hug.(wrong choice of puting the warm if ur a guy)doesn't matter if ur a kid,grownup n doesn't matter male or female. it would seem that a girls hug is more loving.


lately a friend asked me about the sensitive issue "sex" but at a point of a mature thinking u will find that, holding hands between a guy and a girl is like special ehem when ur like 10 years old. then after that mayb holding hands is normal to u then u feel that a kiss is magical when ur around 15 years old but later u've kiss so much u feel that its jus something command between a couple. so for now sex is something wow.... i myself still virgin very shy now~ but 10years from now sex might no longer bring a strong meaning.
i've tot about this wen i was very young~ and the reason i do not feel comfirtable dating is also becoz i dun wan my kiss, my touch, and erm wat ever u call that to feel meanningless. jus waiting for the rite one ;)


okie since the topic is about girls must say something bad about them, girls can b bossy, complain alot!!, and never satisfied!!!!!
jus to b fair i talk bad about guys also... guys need to b more sensitive and listens to wat the girl is saying and once together dun always keep problems or feelings to urself coz at the end it will blow and ur girl is going to leave u =P


Love is suspicious, love is needy and love is greedy! there is no great love with out great jealousy =)