Its not easy...

in college rite now at the moment i was voted to b my robotics group(11ppl) leader. kinda scarry considering there r elder ppl in my group its like u can't boss them around coz they will feel angry taking orders from some younger kid. i was hoping that by picking me as the leader they should believe in the decisions i make. but to b fair i let every 1 voice out oppinions. but sadly alot don't really care they dunno wats going on they dun bother to find out.

i dun like leading never did. coz first rule of leadership everything is my foult. again i'm not good with groups and i'm pretty bad comunicating so i'm jus starting to fit in. no 1 likes a bossy person which i need to b. i'm also living super far from college n every 1 else. the day i did came for class was the day they voted me leader =/ i didn't even know wat r we suppose to do T.T"

rite now there are idealist in my group which wan things their way and after reviewing i feel that theres parts which is going to b hard to do n will cause problems but it doesn't seem like they will take no for an answer. but there are some ppl there which r very kind n helpful thank god :) so far we only had to do a proposal, prototype, a rough sketch design. starting wen every 1 still don seem to care about it i had to do the proposal n design my self to hand in some did help but 80% of it i had to do by my self :(

some complication did occur aswell but hopefully its nth we can't handle jus hope for a little respact here n there. most helpful members in clude nick, alex, wan tong, jeff others plz show me wat u can do! oh btw we r building a simple robot