For now =)

this might b my last post for along time, basically i can't do this forever. i'm not much a sharing person but hey it was fun while it lasted. what could i say about ^^ hmmm so far i think less then 7 ppl acctualy know my blog exsisted, most guys won't bother to even look i mean come on guy see guys blog it wrong~! hahaha many comments n stuff i get mostly from girls thanks so much! tiffany my penang pal know u since hmmmm 5? 6 years ago? amazing we never meet but we r still great friends. wuei ging a girl that some how always manage to sit beside me in class for the pas few years well almost always. then theres keryi this girl is something special hard to say but every1 wanna b like her. regina, primary school friend wasn't as close to her then but i think we r geting somewhere now, still wish we can hang out more often and i hav to say u can really play a bluff game all the way~.~'. sarah old school mate fly to usa and never visit me, but still shes like a virtual friend online every lunch time n bed time. Jason Hew! cutest guy i know haha i hope being cute could win over girls coz if it does u'll hav a mob of girls aledi!jiayi and jialin old buddies, miss going to ur house every saturday n jus watch tv together haha. LekKA, my goodness u hav more in u then u think, if a guy like u hav problems geting girls ppl like me hav no hope at all hahaha super funny guy. weijun read read read study study read is tat all u do? even worked at MPH! u r soooooo going to get ur very own thinker statue. liping, so small so cute and so innocent i don't even dare for one second lay 1 finger on u haha but i wouldn't basically i can't think dirty with u around~. michelle choo, hmm very sry i can't make it the other day wen u asked me out but hey ur turning into a anime freak too yay our gang is geting big but thennn am i the only guy in the gang? hoaykeat, i know u dun mean bad n stuff but some1 tells me u weren't being very nice when u talk, i'm sure u didn't mean it so jus watch out wat u say that might hurt sensitive ppl, other then tat ur great too. anwar! him n jiayi were my best buds can't say the same now but he is one malay dude that i seriously like! come play more often yah?! ally, amazing girl can mix with almost any mob i know very nice and if it wasn't for her i would hav been really bored at genting that day she was the only 1 that company me all the way, n remember that time we cooked at eunice place haha that was fun thanks. chongpeng and sengyu a.k.a burger and hot dog to me haha always a pair 2 guys walking ard freaks me out!! but hey wat ever makes u happy =P shuan, now dun wanna b rude infront of all this ppl (ehem 1 or 2 ppl that acctaully reads this blog) but work on ur talking skills coz man i know u never meant to b bad but the way u talk kills and i mean tat in a bad way, hav to seriously change, if not u'll hav trouble even keeping the friends u aledi hav, ur a great guy thou remember dun swear! elaine, jingyan, carmen, shuyi, wanzhen,waiyee and all the chinese speaking friends! nice to hav u, i enjoy speaking chinese with u all if not for u guys i would hav seriously forgot how to speak chinese. sherman tan, his brain can really twist n turn very good at joking and his smart too! john, my age john haha i like ur house wei~ bathroom also got tree i envy that! n ur big tv oh my god! ur also a great guitar player i'll need free lesson from u too. huiyi , did any 1 tell u u walk like a guy? dun get me wrong i think its really cool so cool that i wanna walk like u hahaha hey dun stay up too late k? andrea, currently at aus i love the way u talk! its new n different hope it wouldn't change. mayjean, very pretty girl hor dun playplay shes nice also but can't help to feel that something is bothering her, a great friend althou different school but shes always around. yoongkhang and junhoh good luck in form 6 tell me how it turns out. chentseng i duno why but everytime i see u i feel that ur soo stress chil man, if i must i will personally unstress u hahaha that sounded like undress. denise, wao tall sweet and sexy hahaha hope u got the cubebox thinggy done by now, i think ur interesting coz u wish to learn about how others feel, that is something i dun really see often in a person. jiehan, i dunno i should ask u to eat more or stop eating coz ur really thin but u mustn't grow anymore! hmmm wonder how u look like if u happen to take drugs hohoho but still ur kind tall dude take care! kimberlee, met her at johns birthday party, first girl that was daring enuf to pull me out to dance, and also thanks for the invite to ur party too. Kong, you ar always wanna have fun dun even care wat will happen hahaha but ur need for trial really amaz me! Yue Chiang or siu kiong he's very friendly person even gay hug me a few times some how i dun mind HAHHAHAHA ehem but seriously this dude is not made for fighting he is 1 guy u can't stay mad at. Awwww i hope the ppl that i didn't mention wouldn't mind but i'm really bad in names so either i can't spell it or i can't remember it kekeke and too all the girls that i wasn't nice with or that i've hurted b4 hav a news for u... i'm hurting now too..... so lets call it even? thanks for everything every1!! i also like to thank my parents n my sister, oh and if i hav a wish yah yah world peace! KIT, TK, GL,HF, SM hmmmmm wonder whos dumb enuf to read the whole thing muwahahaha~

what i want and what i need..

what i want.... since when does anyone even hav a clue of wat they want? up til now i hav no idea wat i wan, so what i do is i find out what ppl want n ask my self would i wan it hahaha however wat i need is clear. i need FOOD, lots of SLEEP, more FOOD, hav FUN, MONEY to buy FOOD and a place to stay so that i can store my FOOD. friends n family is something i would want but wat i need is their love!

kids hav the purest of hearts how do i know? duh~ i was one still am! However i came to realize it when i was working at this primary school. alot of the strd1 kids r crying becoz its their first day~(wak~~ mamy dun wan me aledi) i was actually holding back not to slap them up jus then i saw something magical the strd5 & 6 came by and confort them, taping thier backs, holding them. so kind n gentle... thou my mind was wondering "would u hold me too?" haha friendship when we r kids r the greatest, becoz as we grow up we learn about the importants of money,how others can't b trusted,anger,hate and we always wan something in return. tell u the truth i dun trust ppl either blek~ but when i look at the kids playing i wanna b their friend very much... awwwwwwww thats wat i want

old time sick~

this are my childhood buddies! considering my childhood is over i dun think i could get any more childhood friends to post as a childhood buddy for other childhood buddies to see the new childhood friend. obviously i miss my childhood alot T.T'
okey this two r the ones that pulled me out of my rabbit hole when i was young, they were there when i first smell the grasses of the outside world and when i bite my first carrot. now stop imagining me as a rabbit i'm jus using it as an example =.=' sadly i'm no longer that close to one of them which is the girl, she did something that i hav yet to forgive =P but well it was fun while it lasted so thank you~!

whats up lately!

theres this girl always around during my lunch time chating with me making my food taste bad and also sometimes around at night wishing me n keeping me company when i sleep late. Sarah is her name n she stays kinda far but yet she seems so close when we r chating. well sadly i'm not interested in a relationship but i think it will b cool if any guys out there that is interested mayb leave a comment at my cbox and we might beable to work something out kekekeke! so yah i'm going to post her pic get ready ur paper begs!

btw today i when to work for my dad at this new school kuancheng2 primary. the place is very nice but the way to get there is madness! the road so small and to go all the way there then make a U turn is almost like 2 mouse running in to the same hole. the cats n dogs lining up to pick up their kids was fustrating! the line go all the way back as long as the eye can see. the space for cars to move is so hard some had to b force reversing all the way back out! under the hot sun... many parents parks very far then walked atleast a thousand steps the get their kids n helping their kids to carry their begs the parents willingly walk another thousand steps back to the car n jam all the way out. school ended at 1.30pm but for the to get out it told 3hours! thats 4.30pm to clear the school! my goodness .... i was acctually cursing in my heart when i was in my dads ven. they spend around 30milion to build the school but could spend abit more to make a wider road. the reason i was cursing.... its becoz i was touched by every parent there.. the things they do for thier kids is seriously amazing, u would understand if ur there with me...... jus remarkable

the things i hoped i had and the stuff i wished i did...

Thinking back alot of stuff can't help but regret the things i didn't hav the guts to do example accepting a hug from any female life form other then my mom, buying the eel in my room, making more friends not scarring them,not b a big bully, do not stop my guitar lesson, learn drum, dun buy pokemon cards, cry at the rite time not the wrong time, step up n say no more often, write down n remember everyones birthday n every other special day, train my dog to honour the newpaper, get a king size bed, do not make presents that i will regret giving away, geting my license last last year, not waste money on games, master the kongfu of shaving, confessing to the girl i likes for a long time, trusting ppl without a reason, not confessing to the wrong girl, buy chokichoki instead of mamee, being good at 1 thing at a time, bathe my god?, learn to write with my rite hand, burning the TV, kick the dog that attacked my dog when my dog attacked it =P, being there for my friends so that they do not change into someone else, stop hiding my money all around n forgeting it, learnning how to cook super nice food!, not being too nice to others such that they take me for granted, not slacking b4 exam, forgive n forget the ugly past, build a garden beside my house, geting a black dog, dying my hair dark purple n dark blue with gliter, grow a horn for the sick of knowing how it feels haha, to feel close to someone, do not take in outside animals like kittens etc etc, watch all the nice movies that i missed :(, NOT work in kumon!, find a deeper reason to live........ hmmm so manythings.. can't name them all but one thing i never regret... is when i make a joke n i see ppl laugh that is my moment that i'm glad i'm there. i wanna light up ur day ^^

New year~

oh my goodness i'm 19 this year goin gto b 20 soon its a 2digit number with the first number more then 1, not long from now i'll b 80 O.O" OH DEAR GOD!

then again if i could live up to 80 that would b nice... to hav 80 birthdays, 80 christmas, 80 new years, 80 chinese new years, etc etc... hope i'm that lucky ^^" let see, for once i'm out of jokes maybe its coz my mind is mature now..... Nah~ craziness is becoming my middle name, guess the wacky mind still functioning jus hav to put those tots in to words.

i don't mind being a fool sometimes as long as i could light up your world. but off and on u might see the bitter side of me dun be supprice i could bite if i wan to! yes yes Sky isn't all sugar, chocolate and honey his also full of papaya and soya-source(watever that means) dun ever expect ppl to b wat u pic them! yawn nth better to type~ guy can't really write much on blogs like girls can ~.~' some times i envy them...

well ITS A NEW YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR! hopefully the chickens can fly alittle higher this year ^^ but not fly away if not no more KFC this year =P