if i could have a peny for everytime i regret doin something i would really need to find a place to keep all my pennies. i grew up hating this feeling of regret soo much that i push every nice thing that could happen to me away jus so i dun feel dissapointed is anything bad happens. i tried not to get involve in almost everything so much that i've even become alittle social outcast or i try so hard to fit in i make a fool of myself over jokes which only i think is funny, it was later on that i realize that ppl hav to get the joke too. i guess in a way i've turn to joking as something i do to mix around after all everybody could use a good laugh. trust me when i say>> "bad things happen to he who tries too hard" my mind become fix on thinking of jokes so much i couldn't b serious unless u poke me in the wrong places if u know wat i mean.

now lets see, i'm negative erm kinda anti social and not serious, very bad with words, makes jokes that ppl dun get.... so why is it that ppl dun like me again? to all my friends n every 1 that knows me, wanna tell u guys something which is "i'm still trying to be a better man!" now how that turns out will also depends on u guys ^^