oh no.... less then a week til my semester exam... i really dun wanna fail but i hav no motive wat so ever to study nth in geting in i dunno wat to do... help plz some1 give me a reason to do this.

but it can't b jus any simple reason it has to b something that i believe in otherwise it wouldn't work. on top of everything i contantly ask my self rather i should change course or not. this coz me to even feel like not studying.

i dun wanna do bad but i can't do good, i'm out of ideas i can't do something that does not statisfy my heart

The things i like !

hmmmm computer games! but time consuming :(
i use to think having a TV is the best part of life :P coz last time got astro maaaa sooo freaking many channels surely theres something i would like haha favorite channel DISCOVERY! hahaha but now no more :(
A good MEAL! can't really seem to get fat no matter how much i eat must b my ability to process, pack and unlish food quickly, but wat ever thats nice normaly isn't good 4 my body :(
Now i think i might like hanging out with a my girlfriend if i had 1, and share alittle skin ship hohoho :( but girl maintenance fee very high
i guess i like staying at home sleeping coz not only i get to do all those things in Lala land but i also conserve energy and best of all i feel that there is where i belong... hehhehehe

A reason i've found

Off and on i acctually get emotional and sad which cause me to become kinda quiet. Ever meet some1 that could only do something if they have a reason or motive? sadly i'm one of them and the reason or motive i lack is in life. i hav no idea wat so ever why on earth i live, without this important answer in my life everything i do seems meaningless.

But i guess there is no meaning if i only live for myself, i find it a better reason to live for others. Not really a good thing for me but atleast maybe jus maybe i could give a reason for others.

Even so, i'm not doin too good myself hahaha too lazy to study or do anything that is beneficial to ME Buuuhuuuu =(